* Going through the Motions
Last few weeks have been crazy arse busy, and I can't believe I got through it.
Thursday was my last day working with Dr. Michiels and now my Family Medicine placement is over. I am in the process of finding another Dr to work with in Geriatrics, but still considering Psychiatry or another Fam Meds elective.
Why do I always volunteer myself to do more work? Three words: Placebo Newsletter Co-editor. Omg, I seriously didn't know what the hell I was getting into...Geets told me that all I needed to do was know how to arrange article submissions on Word (easy enough...if I was actually proficient in that kind of crap). And on top of that, now I actually have to write shaaaiitt!!
Tutorials suck. But my tutorial group rocks! Did I mention that my group was great?!! The only reason why I say that is because all along, I thought the group dynamics were pretty amazing - member's personality complement each other well, and plus we're keen but not super hardcore keeners. But no! Where the hellz have I been? Obviously in la la land. Apparently, there's group drama!! Oh man, I am SO glad that I am not a part of that. Even so, I still love my group and I am certainly not looking forward to changing our groups for the next MF.
The last few days I have spent studying and catching up on work. It's my first time NOT procrastinating for tutorial objectives -- I feel like I am ready and not stressed out!! It's funny because you'd think that I would have figured that out by now. But whatever.
I spent my day studying at Second Cup today. Thank God for Lilly and Dubin - you are lifesavers!! In the next week, we'll have covered all of respiratory function and dieases and cardiology since September. Am I supposed to know those and the whole of heme by December for the CAE?!
Things to look forward to:
* Rosie's and Andrew's birthday party tonight!
* Sissy's coming up!
* Tomorrow - home! Wish I could see ya Rose!
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"...They can go fukc themselves, literally and figuratively..." ~ Anonymous (for my purpose)
It's what keeps me going. But still, WTF?
Neutral. Remain neutral.
Whatever. I really wish you could read my mind. Right now.


1 Comments:
ahh!! thanks vicks! I wish I could have seen you this weekend too!! Miss you so much! I'm glad to hear that you're having a great time with your program! Haha, yes, we never learn about the stresses of procrastination. ..I just finished two midterms this week. And I have a clinical exam this afternoon, it's been busy. But this weekend seems not too bad, are you coming up again? I hope so, I'm gonna try to give you a call this week. Take care and write more! You've inspired me to write in my journal again, I'll try to write sometime this week or next, or the week after that...haha procrastination biting my arsh again! haha Luv ya!! Rose
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